Father Mckenzie

Transit

2006-06-29T02:10:00.000+08:00

hello hello, im moving because its been a year and im bored of things as they are. And therefore..

http://oneafter.livejournal.com

relink and all that :D

But all my links will be left here for easy use. okay goodnight!

Best Fit

2006-06-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

i think your bruise was understated

sorry for recent moodswings and tantrums. but anyway, disney channel made me very happy today :DD so all is good and wednesday is coming.

(seven years since confiscated lyrics, leelaoshi, chicken rice stall and everything else that mattered) i hope you know how grateful i am growing up with people like you.

Mile Markers

2006-06-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

and its scary when you realise you care this little,
for someone you thought meant this much.

anyway, because i think i spent too much time in icekimo and had a terrible dinner and a weird breakfast, im feeling shitty and extra cranky.
so hello please let one week be over now now now.

Beauty In the Breakdown

2006-06-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most contantly?

Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now
And deck thee with the holly's sheen,
That when December blights thy brow
He may still leave thy garland green.

haha, literature for all.

Rain On Our Sides

2006-06-14T01:37:00.000+08:00

happy birthdays :D

the past few months wouldnt have been this great if it wasnt for you guys.

Alvin Makers Greensong

2006-06-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

krabi was great. with the clearest waters and gorgeous sunsets. and the nicest people. it was really fun :D and im peeling thanks to the attempted studying on the beach. hahaha

It's gold and it's glowing

With all the life you have left

Safe Bet

2006-06-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

For all my mistakes
and im sure to make more

maybe im amazed.

Jacqueline Was Seventeen

2006-06-04T16:45:00.000+08:00

it was a really really fantastic seventeen and i wouldnt have had it any other way :DD

THANK YOU,

for the messages, gifts, calls from different timezones, letters that almost made me cry, but but but, most importantly for the greatest kind of company i could ever ask for. i felt like the luckiest, happiest, and themost blessed person.

here's some pictures from friday's party :D

okay so i was one happy birthday girl. SO, KumSaHaMiTa (haha) it was really a blast.

Honesty

2006-06-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

best friends make good medicine

:D

When we laugh indoors
the blissful tones bounce off the walls,
and fall to the ground

Once in A While

2006-05-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

AhnNyongHaSeYo :D

i suddenly have an urge to talk about the past, hahah okay so here goes.

there was this point of time when i kept getting into fights in the playground. and when i say fights, i mean with my fists and all, punching a whole bunch of guys, not some barbie doll cat fight. i think i was five or six. with my short hair etc, i was living all my bung years then. hahaha. and i would play aeroplane aeroplane with my little brother and he would bite me and pull my hair when he got angry.

oh and one fateful day, while watching 'monkey trouble' on the teevee, i was hugging myself with my shirt then i fell down and my chin hit the corner of the coffee table. there was so much blood everywhere and my teeth went inwards so i was sent straight to the hospital. they put wires in my gums thinking my gum bones were broken but they werent! hahaha so ouch, they took them out a few days later. i could have sued them for all the pain i swear.

so moving on, here's a whole bunch of people and the things that i miss in saint nicholas:

valine tjitra for all the times she protected me from a potential lesbian haha, and the drooling while she's sleeping.
joan for her whining and for our battery juggling as well as all the games we'd make up it history.
melody because of all her 'dont miss mes' and her accidental bimbotic moments.
sichen and all that balcony quarelling with her boyfriend then
leanne because of how easy it is to be completely nonsensical with her around.
my dear clique for how far we've come from the chalets/bbqs to just being the best kind of company.
especially miss stephanie kudus, we reaaaallyy miss you.

and all the cheer pracs, the ctc rebellion, the hopscotch, the attempted studying and so on.

okay so here's my think-back-and-smile entry. i cant say im the happiest person around but at least i think i am :D

Besides the Candles

2006-05-26T01:15:00.000+08:00

dear friends,
please come celebrate my seventeenth birthday with me cause i would really love your company (:
RSVP through my cell thank you

(Its a very simple affair so Dress Up but stay comfy!) haha

Emmanuel

2006-05-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

introducing..

the most irritating bugger in town! :D

hahaha

Construction

2006-05-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

always saying the right things

the past week was a complete mad rush to do the things ive got to do. so i guess thats the end of suspender fun :D and i love the dancers as usual. thanks to my dear class as well.

and happy birthday kaka, you're so pretty hello panda please.

caught up a little with some friends. and i really like how everyone now has got a story to tell. we're all too lucky really. one more week of homework and its sunsets and roomservice. yay!

Halfway Home

2006-05-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

I’m a war,
of head versus heart,
And it’s always this way

Adding On to Reasons For Staying Away

2006-05-12T23:03:00.001+08:00

There's fear in the truth at hand,
frozen I forgot to understand

early morning phonecall and i wish i was better with words.
i really hate how everything i say comes out clumsy and yet i cant find anyway else to bring some sort of comfort.

i guess its time for you to come home.

From the Passenger Seat

2006-05-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

at island creamery-

hope you had a good one! :D

Laying out

2006-05-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

When sky blue gets dark enough

To see the colors of the city lights

A trail of ruby red and diamond white

Hits her like a sunrise

(i violently violently object to weekends like these)

Unfold

2006-05-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

And I knew that you were a truth

I would rather lose

than to have never lain beside at all

ive been having those random two minutes of just overwhelming sadness recently. please someone withdraw from school with me and lets go backpacking :D

JILL otherhalf- please take care and i hope you find hours of fun fishing with your bed neighbour :D

Publish My Love

2006-05-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

icekimo today with the troubled ones after dance.

and i hope we all keep laughing for the stupid reasons like these :D

<3

Back To You

2006-05-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

i like how easy it is for everyone to just keep laughing despite everything. i like how we've more or less come to terms with how things will be. at least we all still have each other.

(im so good at forgetting)

leave the light on
i'll never give up on you

Bollywood Blue 2006

2006-04-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

it takes some silence to make sound.

a trip to the doctors, saint nicholas sports day and happy birthday to my one and only joan.

(ive missed you favourite)

you know how much you mean hubbbbs. hahha and to those whom ive promised photos to, ive just put up some so you can go check!

long weekends are always good ones (: so have fun everyone!

Aisle Five

2006-04-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

You'll shine like gold in the air of summer.

today, i managed to survive through two hours of tests, freeze myself in the fareast flora cold room, celebrate three birthdays, attempt line dancing with another generation, make friends with two red lovers and eat random pies. and apart from all that, i got lost two times and found myself from chinatown to harbourfront to clementi. (ahaha thank god for company :D)

michelle, ming, dalton--
its a little late but happy birthdays. surprise! (:

Tiger Lily

2006-04-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

We made plans to be unbreakable
Love was all we knew
No insurance for the unthinkable
Blindly get us through

(no one can know just how she feels)

hello everyone,
dont you feel like eating xiao long baos right now? :D

Widows In Paradise

2006-04-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

when you feel embarrased,
i'll be your pride.
when you need directions,
then i'll be the guide.

:D

lets all admit that we're not even half as strong as we want to be.

i hope you know, you're terribly missed.

Saints And Sailors

2006-04-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

hello friends, new layout! does it remind you of mr bean? :D haha

its cold where you're going
i hope that your heart's always warm

you know how we always give the right answers but save the truth. well recently, ive been feeling like the biggest liar around. and im really afraid of what i might do.
i'd rather keep things the way they are, honestly.

on another note, ive been having tons of fun with everyone. familiar faces never fail to make me laugh and smile. plus, one more week to whack meat day (: ahaha. goodbye kids, lets all mug hard.

Here Comes The Sun

2006-04-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

we run this uh uh OH :D

just like ryan said,
you guys make me want to dance (:

no regrets, i had the time of my life.

Starting Out

2006-03-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today

Actually, never being satisfied is satisfying enough- for too many. but honestly honestly, ive never felt this tired before.

i know heaven's the only place she'll be, so rest in peace.

(: i am- the luckiest.

okay GOODNIGHT!
and i miss you pig, you have no idea how much.

So Long Sweet Summer

2006-03-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'd cover my heart and hit the deck
I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you

this is when i draw the line
-----------
catch ups and how-have-you-beens are pretty fun most times.

i love my friends, new and old :D

you know, staying happy isnt as hard as they say it is.

Almost Here

2006-03-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

we'll pretend that it meant something so much more

we're so caught up now, we're so accidentally forgotten now. and all the (i miss you)s we say to each other suddenly seem to mean so little. im not trivialising the sincerity of everyone, but at points like these, i cant help but question a little more and believe a little less. i honestly dont trust myself enough to say im not going to lose anyone. but i can say at least we had the good times to take. having so little control over change is too new to me. but at least i know we're all trying our hardest, arent we? (:

i guess when something hits you this hard, stagnancy becomes tempting.
i'll say the prayers, i'll blow the flowers of the rooftops, i'll make all the wishes at all the right times.

i hope you keep your smiles the way it is.
and please make more time for yourselves.

You Say

2006-03-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

to no specific person,
but it could be you

anyway, i would like to say ive had the best of time for the past few days, even months. and i could only hope that things would stay as good as the way its been. maybe better :D

and -
i wish everyone didnt make their hearts this heavy.

my mind's all over the place, so pardon this entry.

(my favourite, please eat your veggies)

Talk to me, Dance with me

2006-03-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

talking to valine makes me feel right again,
at least now i know a little less has changed

here's the recent madness-

out with mel boh,
sn fiesta,
1t03 bbq (where we shared a lot of love :D),

i hope you're all doing fine where they hail the red white and blue.

Remember to Breathe

2006-03-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

slow down so i can catch up.

i know it hasnt been easy.
so please hang on, and i'll be there soon.

im pretty tired from the farewells, the keeping in touch. its been hectic so now that the holidays are here, my bed shall be my favourite place :D

and you should know,
i miss you too

Camisado

2006-03-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

miles apart,
like we've chosen to lose
this touch.

saturday:
DANCEWORKS 06! preliminaries-

winning smiles, dancing hearts- incandescence (:

we say goodbyes too often. so see you soon 1t03, its been fun.

Sunday Drive

2006-02-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

there's no need to test my heart--

there'll always be a place for you.

i think im starting to feel bored and tired, we should change schools every few weeks.
okay say no to drugs everyone! (:

As if i knew any better

2006-02-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town,
And everything that I said was true,
As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.

Soon we woke and I walked you home,

And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.

Distance, Closer Now

2006-02-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

find your way back home

no-tears-allowed farewell 040206-

two way tickets is the way to go.

Collide

2006-01-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

you touched her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful,
but she don't mean a thing to me

one week to finally tell you that you were always right, you always were.

happy chinese new year, please dont let it be the last i know you're spending

(i need you so much closer)

Sincerely

2006-01-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

Dear Jamie,
this envelope will represent my heart
I'll seal it send it off
and wish it luck with its depart

i think 1T03 is pretty hilarious, haha.

anyway, sorry to the victims of my recent moody, eccentric, 247 i-am-tired behaviour. maybe its because i dont like being in the middle of things and making odd decisions. thank god i have the friends i have.

you have no idea how much i need those little red packets. haha its the year of the woofs :D

MFEO

2006-01-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

i can proudly say that half the time, i feel like the luckiest girl alive.
school's pretty fun now too!

---> and thats how this idea, was drilled into my head
cause its too important, to stay the way its been.

february will come, so leave and i'll do the sending off.

White boys, white boys

2006-01-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

we could feel alive

wow i really feel like playing practical pranks now or like moving to bikini bottom and never coming back! cjc has been treating me fine, minus the awkward moments, the fun and games i dont want to be part of and the please-kill-me mass dance. yep cjc has been treating me fine.

okay so with all my sacarsm aside (if thats possible), i made new friends and signed up for dance and ASTRONOMY CLUB! wow my training to be a successful astronomer has begun! :D hur, i shall go watch be with me now.

the yellow bus that took us places,
evening peak and we thought the traffic was clear.

im a terrible morning person.

breakfast people

2006-01-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

back to sn (and a 150 dollars richer :D), tennis for three hours, dinner at home, new year at steph's with the clique. and that ended 2005! damn i cant believe waking up at six to catch a bus would soon become a regular thing. why did they abolish double sessions?

reach out, you can go overboard if you want to

see you in school! join the ppps (we give you an immediate post)

Ohio

2005-12-29T10:33:00.000+08:00

it feels so nice just to drive and drive and drive

i can choose between going to town or sitting in front of a computer and forcing my sims to woohoo every few hours! haha i think i'll do the latter. anyway, i caught narnia with valine and spent hours in dressing rooms.

haha the new age batman for 15 bucks! and i love my sidekick.

chirstmas was fun and im hoping new years would be too. but how can it not be with a whole leg of lamb and mahjong with the best kind of company!? :D im anticipating a good welcome to 2006.

Red Nose Reindeer

2005-12-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

on saturday and today, i went to sentosa and cooked myself. now my brain hurts and i dont know why i put myself through such torture. i think i'll go again!

saturday's sunset! :D

christmas is in a few days and the bottom of my tree is filling up fast! i cant wait to have turkey and ham and pat my bulging tummy!

the latest sort of depression

2005-12-01T19:54:00.000+08:00

and im looking through the glass
where the light bends at the cracks
and im screaming at the top of my lungs
pretending the echoes belong to someone
someone i used to know

more pictures up here

so thats all for the highly anticipated prom night! it was great : D

Prom Night

2005-12-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

lets do it all over again (:

Strawberry Fields Forever

2005-11-28T12:14:00.000+08:00

california in the summer
and my hair is growing long
fuck yeah we can live like this

im a nervous wreck

i'll come back for another year

she greets the day with her hair wet

2005-11-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

oh liberation, my long lost friend!

its time to shop, plan parties, have parties, graduate and fly off! town is all red and golden and green. christmas christmas, i wish you were around a little more often.

a safety buzz, some cheap red wine
oh the trouble we can get in
so lets screw this one up right

Yoshima

2005-10-27T11:20:00.000+08:00

Mr E Ho

Back when power rangers mattered the most.

Bitch Fits

2005-10-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

i know i have the ugliest heart around so please please
pleeeaseee stop testing it already.

cheryl, my &^%(@%*@ husband, whom i have yet to divorce, is telling me about the lizards behind her painting:

behold the casanova says:
it was so pale and ugly
behold the casanova says:
albino lizard

... how disturbing.

Orange Bowls Are My Favourite

2005-10-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

SAINT NICHOLAS

and i thought i wouldnt miss a thing.
here's to ten years of sheer bliss! :D

Afros and Lollipops

2005-10-19T10:31:00.000+08:00

when i was three, i'd only eat prawns and sweets and aunty norlyn with her huge lice infected hair would bring me to the playground where i would taste sand, throw dog poo at people i didnt like and pose for pictures with my left leg over the right. or maybe i just looked like a rabbit

yep, and thats all for today! dont do drugs :D

I Play Ping Pong

2005-10-13T13:18:00.000+08:00

they'll catch me at all the wrong times
and hang me up on their walls

really random songs going through my head right now
i swear a dj lives in there

okay maybe i came off a little too nice,
oh jack who are you kidding! why arent you in school?!

Time Teller

2005-10-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

its looks better this way

my brother wrote a LOVE story for his PSLE english essay. haha i knew he was the sentimental kind!

hello, and here's how its been-

whats troubling us?little brothers :Driverside sparks the awesome awsens
she's happy, the picture says it all
happy birthday, you aging one

labelling process

2005-10-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

just read the first two lines and go

firstly, happy birthday to my favourite melody
we know you love us

so anyway, im starting to question my masculinity. i suspect that i might really be a man of some sort. maybe its because of all my 2 minute baths, the pushing and shoving, my manly voice (ahem ahem) or my absolute courtesy towards my uhhh, honeybuns better known as joan. i should turn bung!

BUT BUT, i like my hair, i take too long to choose my clothes, i cant get enough of dancing, heels are important and joan's a whiny pain in the ass (but i still love you :D). okay, i think i just turned crooked and turned back straight in just a matter of a few minutes.

jack and mike are brothers
jack and mel are lovers
jacklyn and mike are lovers
jack and joan are married gays
jack and lea is gonna get married
jack and cheryl are married characters from meteor garden
jack is a divorcee

what on earth is happening to my social life!?

here's a what i did today entry:
cj open house, shopping shopping shopping shopping, grabbed a bun, shopping, shopping

oh those dangly things just light up our hearts!

Denial, Revisited

2005-09-27T13:11:00.000+08:00

i'd ask you who robbed you of your innocence,
if it was actually worth the moment
-

im on a three month limit

then we'd stand at the departure gates, the seperation of the old and the new. so we all know its not easy to take the one last hug and exchange goodbyes, to hold the last image within the mind and finally, let the leaving leave. maybe five years on, we'd all be better off.

im saying it right now, i'd miss you from the very first minute.
and till we play that scene, im just glad you're close by.

why georgia

2005-09-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

drop down and get your eagle on girl

i swear its hilarious when those two seriously senior citizens does that. anyway, we had the OC revision today, and i proved to be unbeatable.

just one day left, and i could practically smell a total euphoria right now. parties, black and whites, and just being simply lazy to get out of bed. thats how its gonna be for more or less a little week. haha if only i could accidentally set my books on fire while lighting a candle or something. okay i should just stop thinking of ways to get out of mugging.

less than a day left and im counting down right now!

like you

2005-09-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

come closer stranger
we can witness the aftermath together

prelims have started, and ive decided that i'll be more or less a wanderer from january to march. haha, i would care for some company of course and we can live it up everywhere else. care to join?

anxiety?

2005-08-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

if this is the blog of a normal secondary four student, it would probably go like:

today i completed the entire chapter on electrolysis in the ten year series and i finally understand the functions of the medulla oblongata and the pituitary gland. i better go back to mugging now etc etc etc.
-

yes and how i wish to be able to blog about my studying adventures with hitler and stalin but apparently im more satisfied worrying about screwing up instead of avoiding that prospect. maybe im just hoping that i'll contract some weird, non-fatal disease or deficiency so that i''ll have an excuse to skip the exams. and somehow i dont think thats gonna happen. HMMM.

motivation, anyone?

Daytime

2005-08-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

one down, now its just us two.

the results:
not yet near heaven, nowhere near hell.
satisfying enough.

wake up call:
if you havent gotten over things,
mull over the ugly side of staying alive, cry over the curses of someone else's lips, go ahead and feel grief for yourself. i'll just stay away this time round.

joan,our honeymoon at kutukataland awaits us as well as princess sparkle and captain oats (aka chigajigawa). so dont say you're giving up now.

like this

Game Point, I win

2005-08-06T13:54:00.000+08:00

i never thought i'd say this but
here's my long overdued goodbye

with that aside,

i am currently suffering from a probable chronic fear of jogging. who the hell wouldnt if a dog was chasing you half the time? fuck the fuzzy things. my apologies to dog/cat/rabbit/hamster/and whatever else lovers.

national day is coming, time to display your extensive red and white clothing collection and feel the patriotism kids!

hands up, who felt a stabbing pain through your heart and tears almost stinging your eyes while watching greenday's - wake me up when september ends music video? haha, the tragic love story is always the one that wins.

Your Favourite Rhyme

2005-08-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

dont look now since you've looked away this long,
ive gotten used to being hung on halfway

night studies and numbers. there's no other better combination.

Holding Out For a Hero

2005-07-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

quick quick heres your chance
but they slip so easy
he said to love again,
he said too many things

meet:
the troubled threesome TTT,
we speak through initials and drown our sorrows in brownies

now you've missed your chance

And Cheers To You Too

2005-07-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

six years, come bring on the next fifty

unleash the hidden dorks!

(second picture compliments of melody)

Morning Race

2005-07-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

midnight vienna romance
here comes the daylight thief

whats so perfect about perfect?